太阳系星辰系列:I’m A Nut

7. Uranus|Fantom .

毫无疑问,
这是最好的对抗方式。
对于任何人来说,
没有之一。

大放厥词。
亦不受保护。
对反弹而至的血腥鏖战有发自内心的喜悦迎接。
只有如此才可留下浅淡印迹。
经年不忘。

倘不再提示这烽火只来自内心。
也许是个方子,
挑拨争端,阐释争端。
只可惜两难始终彼进我退,难让寸土。

犹如冥王爱出尔反尔。
性命也如玩笑的面具允诺的一般,
欢欣地到来,
凉薄地离开。

好一个天差地别的人生。

好,事已至此,就让我在这处寂静的、
人迹罕至的地方,同你谈天、争执、妥协、融洽。
我没什么可以赠你的。
只有这些对着空气中无处不在的生物波,
你的生物波,
叨叨的絮语。

事已至此。
我的孩子。

我如此胆怯甚至不敢对你说爱。
这个词从未展现出它如此的脆弱、邪恶,
天然的悲剧结尾。

也许我也必须让你明白,
在我生命的头二十年,未曾设想拥有自己的骨血。
在这两年,又悲观绝望地认为这是件小到纳米级别的小概率事件。
让我,只是对你有这样的情结。
一个,因无法得到,而尤其扭曲的向往。

这个糟糕的时间点,
恐怕让我的悲观绝望又冰凉了数分。
我甚至不确定是否还有哪怕一丁点机会与你再见。
这让我的所有血管所有神经都紧紧地牵向你。
这让我跌宕起伏、挫败蔓延、精神错乱。

原谅这个可耻的、
还未曾当过母亲的母亲,
她在还未曾到来的、
貌似残酷的未来中,
吓得瑟瑟发抖。
请你。

我们还有一些时日。
请给我勇气,好么?
既然果壳中也有阔大宇宙,
为何生存难于扯淡。

Song.1
“I’m so tired”
The Beatles

I’m so tired, I haven’t slept a wink
I’m so tired, my mind is on the blink
I wonder should I get up and fix myself a drink
No,no,no.

I’m so tired I don’t know what to do
I’m so tired my mind is set on you
I wonder should I call you but I know what you would do

You’d say I’m putting you on
But it’s no joke, it’s doing me harm
You know I can’t sleep, I can’t stop my brain
You know it’s three weeks, I’m going insane
You know I’d give you everything I’ve got
for a little peace of mind

I’m so tired, I’m feeling so upset
Although I’m so tired I’ll have another cigarette
And curse Sir Walter Raleigh
He was such a stupid get.

You’d say I’m putting you on
But it’s no joke, it’s doing me harm
You know I can’t sleep, I can’t stop my brain
You know it’s three weeks, I’m going insane
You know I’d give you everything I’ve got
for a little peace of mind
I’d give you everything I’ve got for a little peace of mind
I’d give you everything I’ve got for a little peace of mind
(mumbling)

Song.2
“Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)”
Green Day

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don’t ask why
It’s not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it’s worth it was worth all the while

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

itunes shuffle出连续的两首歌。
十分应心情。
我喜欢positive的开放式结局。
power me,pls.

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